Weeds….the tv show.

i love weeds.  i have always loved mary louise parker–is she gay, i can’t remember—not that there is anything wrong with that.–   any way, when i first started watching it on netflix instant movies (I LOVE THIS FEATURE OF NETFLIX) I thought she was so cool…she was trying so hard to be a good mom and provide for her kids and struggle through being a mom and her husbands death and all that comes with it…

then, oh my god, she is crazy!  the pot thing–well, that is the premise of the show and i love a good smoke every once in awhile–it has been awhile since it makes me crazy paranoid and weepy–but she just got so fucked up with it so soon.  why couldn’t she just sell to doug and the bitches husband-elizabeth perkins.

her kids became second to her materialism really quickly.  she couldn’t give up a few things like a normal woman would when they become a single mom, oh no, she keeps the maid, keeps the house in the suburbs, and stops being present with her kids.

that sucks.  but i still love that show.  i love the way she fucks up every episode.  i love the way she gets fucked once in awhile—i live vicariously through her sex and danger.  i wish i was her friend–that woman really needs a good friend.  when i think of myself as a bad mom, i can watch weeds and know i am not really that screwed up.  my teenage son is NOT selling my weed to make money for the family.  my seven year old is not coming downstairs in the middle of the night to find herself alone.

but, i still wish i was her friend and i could ride around with her and maybe meet the dude–the black due–damn he is hot.  i would have fucked him up and down the wall a LONG time ago. (it’s been two years)

summary:  mary louise parker-gay?? pot dealer, not present with kids

elizabeth perkins–bitch

black guy–hot

teenager–fucked

little boy—sad.

me—kinda jealous, but really usually relieved that i am not the worst mom out there.

sex—been two years

pot—reminds me it has been two years

Netflix–very cool

I’m pissed because: my son refuses to sell pot to help out the family.